Thursday, 21 August 2025

pibare rāma rasam, sarvam brahma mayam

There lived a Brahman-intoxicated saint -

sadaśivendra sarasvati or sadaśiva brahmendra.

He imbibed Brahman.

Nay, Brahman flowed through all his sensors.

He exuded Brahman.

Nay, Brahman flowed through all his effectors.

What is the essence of Lord Rama? Indeed of God?

Brahman. Allah. Ik Onkar. Jehovah.

YHWH the unnameable - beyond words and thoughts.

Peace and freedom that surpasseth all understanding. 

For how can inability to understand be described in thoughts or words?

The essence of all religions and yet, their living, dynamic presence.

And how does such an intoxicated one sing of his intoxication?

sarvaṁ brahma mayaṁ,
re re,
sarvaṁ brahma mayaṁ

everything, everywhere, every-when is
  filled, infused, drunk, drowned
    in Brahman,
O! O!,
everything, everywhere, every-when is
  filled, infused, drunk, drowned
    in Brahman

OR

pibare rama rasaṁ,
rasane,
pibare rama rasaṁ

drink, imbibe, consume, drown
in Rama's essence,
o tongue,
drink, imbibe, consume, drown

How can it be otherwise?

Everything, everywhere, every-when
emanates, manifests from it, through it,
lives, breathes, acts in and by it, and
dissolves, unmanifests, returns to it.

And what happens to one drowned in Brahman, Rama's essence, intoxicated by the love of that presence?

dūri kṛta pātaka saṃsarga

[That presence] distances (causes distancing or detachment)

From what?

From that mixture or residue causing heaviness or grossness - your manifestation at grosser levels.

From saṁskāras, in other words. And so taking one back to the subtler levels of Brahman.

purita nāna vidha phala vargaṁ

[And] fills [you with] uncountable types [of] fruit varieties

With unending, uncountable blissful inner experiencing, from grossest to subtlest.

[Not experiences or memories of them, such residues will again weigh down]

janana maraṇa bhaya śoka vidūraṁ

birth-death fear-sorrow distancing

Would not someone so intoxicated with the presence of that which causes birth-living-dying lose the fear of dying? 

Of being born anew? 

And lose their sorrow at living?

sakala śāstra nigama-āgama sāraṁ

all scriptures, laws, ethics - essence [of]

[When] the essence, the source of all revelation, scripture, law, ethical principle is a living presence within someone, would there be any fear or sorrow?

paripālita sarasija garbha-aṇḍaṁ

prime protector [of] lotus-emanated womb [of the featureless] cosmos

parama pavitrī-kṛta pāṣāṇḍaṁ

supreme purifier [agent of purification, distillation] [of] heresy [wordly-mindedness, gross-minded]

[That presence] lovingly supports, protects, looks after everything - 

from barely manifest unity, 
to taking back
to the state of ultimate purity 
even those who are heavy with fear and sorrow, 
the separated, multifarious, materialistic - 
those who know to look only at the grosser, 
not the subtler.

That presence within takes care of all, 
from the subtlest possible 
to the grossest possible, 
with affection, 
without discrimination. 
Manifestation is supported, 
as also unmanifestation. 
Not control - care, concern.

śuddha parama-haṃsa āśrama gītaṁ

pure supreme-subtilizers' [swans who imbibe only milk in watered milk] refuge [solace] song

This song is both a refuge and solace for imbibers of, and drunk on, Brahman - Reality, Truth, the subtlest - alone. For those who take in or perceive Brahman, the essence, in everything.

śuka śaunaka kauśika mukha pītaṁ

Shuka, Shaunaka, Kaushika face/mouth/front/favourite drink

Favourite drink of Shuka, Shaunaka, and Kaushika [Vishvamitra?] - famous brahma-rishis.

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The rest of sarvaṁ brahma mayaṁ is equally inspiring, but from a very different, more abstract perspective.

kiṃ vacanīyaṁ,
kiṃ a-vacanīyaṁ
 
What is speak-able?
What is un-speak-able?
 
kiṃ racanīyaṁ,
kiṃ a-racanīyaṁ
 
What is express-ible?         [express-able]
What is in-express-ible?    [un-express-able]
 
kiṃ paṭhanīyaṁ
kiṃ a-paṭhanīyaṁ
 
What is study-able?            [understand-able]
What is non-study-able?  [un-understand-able]
 
kiṃ bhajanīyaṁ
kiṃ a-bhajanīyaṁ

What is worship-able?
What is un-worship-able?

kiṃ boddhavya
kiṃ a-boddhavya
 
What is enlightened?
What is un-enlightened?

kiṃ bhoktavya
kiṃ a-bhoktavya

What is experience-able?
What is non-experience-able?

sarvatra sadA hamsa dhyAna

kartavyaṁ bhO mukti nidAna

everywhere, every-when [do] swan [subtilizer] meditation
duty, oh, freedom [from], causes [creates]

This swan meditation, [flowing] always and everywhere, gives freedom from duty (karmic-residue, samskaras).

Wheel hub and rim analogy - notes

Consider a spinning wheel.

The wheel rim is
- very active, and has a
- higher linear speed, due to
- greater linear distance/same time
- when going from hub outward towards rim

At the wheel hub is
- lesser linear speed due to
- lesser linear distance/same time
   going inward, towards the centre.

At the ideal, exact, centre of the wheel hub,
the linear speed is zero.

Ontologically, the same category 
- same physical wheel, with
- different parts or locations

Now split the analogy 
into two categories:
- physical
- psychological

Physically, 
any amount or degree of activity, 
either high speed or zero speed.

Psychologically, laminar 
- non-turbulent -
peaceful flow. 
Better understood as 
psychological stillness 
- emotional thoughtlessness - 
since it is not in a physical realm.

Psychological peace, 
emotional unstressed-ness, 
is different from, and 
orthogonal to, 
physical activity.

So, as an analogy, 
two points are important 
in the wheel hub-rim analogy - 
physical direction 
(towards rim or towards centre) and 
physical speed.

But,
psychological stillness or peace 
at the physical hub versus
psychological speed, 
or better, turbulence 
at the physical rim
still mind vs. chaotic mind - 
are not the conclusions 
to draw
from the analogy.

Instead, the desired psychological state 
- a peaceful mind - 
should be the same
at all points on the physical wheel.

To take an extreme example, 
the Bhagavad Gita says that 
kshatriyas may even kill 
as part of 
their necessary activities/duties -
without karmic consequences -
if they are able 
to surrender their agency 
(be without egoism) 
to the Lord and 
stay psychologically unstressed. [1][2]

A very difficult achievement, per Babuji!

But Babuji also explicitly refuted 
the "turn the other cheek" tenet 
by advising a slap back!

Thus, psychological stillness, yes, 
but amidst both
physical inactivity and 
intense physical activity.

NOTES

[1] A similar lesson is in the vyādha gīta.

[2] Nazis claimed they were innocent of 
      genocide as they were only following orders.
      But, such activities were not dharmic. 
      Also they were humanly, not divinely, ordained. 
      And, of course, the Nazis could have had no psychological peace.

Monday, 16 June 2025

No magic

No magic.

Relinquish mental chatter, mind and brain abuse. 

Start acting from silent heart impulses.

Natural detachment from
mental, 
verbal 
I-me-mine --
results - vairāgya.

Feel more, 
think less. 

Practise - abhyāsa
until 
continuously feeling, 
no thinking.

Practice then continues effortlessly.

Really? No thinking?

No emotional thinking, 
no subjective self-created thinking,
no I-based thinking.

Brain stops fruitless, tiring activity. 

Peace from pause, stillness.

Discrimination - viveka - builds.

Life flows.

Wednesday, 11 June 2025

Flowing breath, flowing love

Love flows
- through -
without targets,
without discrimination.

Much like
simple breathing.

One doesn't 
breathe 
at
somebody.

One simply 
breathes -
in and
out.

The same flow, 
flooding and
ebbing.

Speech - 
audible verbal breath - 
controls, 
complicates,
layers,
simple natural breathing.

The living breathing,
breathing of the living.

Loving an other
verbalises,
aims,
controls, 
complicates
the simple natural flow of love.

The living love-flow,
flowing love of the living.

Separated, separative flows
go
outward, 
to the grosser.

United, uniting flows 
go
inward, 
to the subtler.

Love flows.

Breath flows.

Expand the awareness.

You are - right now - a flow of breath.

Your day is a single continuous flow of breath.

Your entire life is a flow of breath.

All breathing humans - a combined flow of breath.

All breathing creatures 
together 
a shared flow
as a breathing planet,
each creature -
   emanating, 
   living, 
   loving, and 
   dying - 
in an ocean of living breath.

Now think of love -
a living flow -
the same way.

Flowing.

Flowing
across,
through,
around
all breathing and
un-breathing creatures,
the entire planet,
the universe,
all space.

Living love
flowing 
across,
through,
around
all time.

[The drop in the ocean,
  the ocean in the drop.
  ~Lalaji]

Sunday, 11 May 2025

Open-eyed cleaning

All theory
about interaction
with others
is intellectual.

The easiest way
to become
peaceful and
unstressed
is to surrender and
do your spiritual practice
effectively.

Do you know for yourself
that you have changed and
how you have changed
after every meditation,
after every cleaning,
after every prayer?

Every event in a day is cleaning.

Once you can clean effectively
with closed eyes,
start doing the same thing
with open eyes.

Watch as you become
lighter and lighter
after an event.
Purer and purer.
Simpler and simpler.

But that is possible
only if you feel
those three
after every cleaning.

What happens
in cleaning is
unwinding
what is stored.

What happens
in the event is
unwinding again
but also
new winding.

If you do
the same thing
during an event
that you do
during cleaning,
fresh winding
will not happen.

Also, unwinding will be
successful.

Here you have to
simply trust
your inner Master
until you become
sensitive enough
to feel it
palpably.

Sensitivity
comes with
interest
in yourself,
in your spiritual growth.
[~Daaji, paraphrased]

It is very simple.

Let the
impurities,
grossness, and
complexities
go without
paying attention
to them.

Pay attention instead
to the changes within you
-- purer, lighter, simpler --
as those things are
going out.

Most of
the spiritual work and
activity
is outside
your conscious
awareness.

As you clean,
pray, and
meditate,
the boundaries
of your consciousness
expand.

"Down" into the
subconscious and
unconscious.

"Up" into the
superconscious.

Use
that expanded
consciousness
every day.

Your unwinding
becomes
better, faster.

Every event.

Every encounter with
every person -
there is some cleaning
happening.

[Even reading this!]

Trust your higher self.

Trust your inner Master.

Don't try,
don't strain.

You can break through
without trying.
 
No, not "trying",
don't put
"effort"
into observation.

The only effort
needed is
to shift
your attention.

Observing others
without judging
is a strain.

Observe only
yourself.

When observing
yourself
without judging
is a strain,
observe
the inner self,
or its proxy,
your heart.

Then observation
becomes
simple feeling,
simple experiencing.

Silence.

Amidst activity.

Peace.

Light, life, love, understanding beneath my layers

Keeping this in mind as a base may be helpful:

>>>>
There is a light within.
That light is occluded.
Removing the occlusions is my work.
Then the light works naturally.
<<<<

(Whether the light is physical, mental, intellectual, etc. is irrelevant to me.
When I do the practice cheerfully and carefully, tangible naturalness results.)

Light of understanding
My misunderstandings
Remove my misunderstandings
Understanding or clarity results

Divine light
My overlying clouds
Remove my clouds
Divine light works as it should

Divine love
My ego, my overlying likes and dislikes
Remove them
Divine love flows unobstructed, unfiltered, unbiased, simply

Life
My layers - egoistic, emotional, intellectual
Remove my layers
Life "flows" naturally

Monday, 5 May 2025

Lightning evolution

Imagine being hit by lightning.

Your physical body
cannot handle 
the mega-amperes of
electric current and
it burns up.

Now imagine that, 
somehow, say through 
kundalini practices and awakening,
you become physically able 
to handle the titanic surge
of electromagnetic energy. 
Your brain changes as well and 
intellectual,
artistic, and 
emotional 
insights and abilities
open up.

Now you may go around 
searching for 
lightning strikes or 
similar high-power phenomena 
to evolve.

This is lightning evolution by
outside or outer circumstances.
 
Now imagine 
an energetic inner counterpart to 
natural lightning in the sky. 
Those strikes may again be picked up 
after sufficient kundalini practices and 
again change you 
physically and mentally.

This is lightning evolution by
inside or inner circumstances.
 
Imagine now 
a pre-energetic aspect 
to the inner lightning strikes. 
They can be picked up 
internally but mentally
when one's attention is 
sufficiently
expansive,
subtle, and 
swift.
 
This subtilization happens
by meditating
on something
infinite and
incredibly dynamic,
even swifter than
mental lightning!

Here, 
even without practices 
to change the body
physiologically or
energetically, 
one is able to 
catch lightning strikes
mentally.
 
Catching mental, 
non-physical,
yet material lightning strikes
can still cause changes in the 
energetic and 
physical layers or 
kośas (prāṇamaya and
annamaya).
 
Next consider
inner lightning 
--a time-bound event-- 
as a grosser manifestation of 
inner sunshine 
--eternally bright.
 
What level of inner subtlety 
would be needed 
to sustain that 
continuous brightness?

And finally, imagine 
a potentiality, 
a nothingness, 
from which 
that sunshine, 
and in turn, 
that lightning 
arises. 
 
Not darkness, 
but greyness, 
black with just a faint hint 
of brightness.
 
What would be the 
mental or
intellectual level 
needed 
to feel and 
understand 
that?

In sum, one sequence of evolution is the ability to withstand or apprehend:
  1. physical lightning
  2. psychic lightning
  3. mental lightning
  4. mental sunshine
  5. mental potentiality/nothingness
Starting from 5. should develop capacity to withstand 4-3. Perhaps it also develops capacity to withstand 4-1, too?

NOTES
 
1. Lightning and sunshine analogy inspired by (but inverted from!) Sri Aurobindo's  Levels of Mind/Consciousness. C.f. Fig.2. The Vertical System - Levels of Consciousness and later explanations in the online Our Many Selves - Practical Yogic Psychology
 
2. "Darkness to light, light to grey" is from Babuji.  He may have been referring to wisdom as light, and omniscience as potential which manifests into actual wisdom as needed.

3.
Consider also Babuji's increasingly subtle sequence of matter to energy to absolute, and the increasingly grosser sequence of manasa-vāca-karmaṇa (thought-word-action).