Whirlpool: "I want to be as vast and mighty as you."
Tuesday, 31 August 2021
Whirlpool and Ocean
Wednesday, 25 August 2021
Time as not-space (avākaśa)
It is very difficult to think of time, or a measure of time, without using a word related to time! E.g., "continued sequence of events" is part of the definition of time in Wikipedia. "Continued" connotes something remaining the same over time. Sequence of events is related to successive changes of something in a length of time (again!) or in space. So a definition of time may also involve space in some way or the other.
How does one know that time has passed if there is no measurable or palpable change?
One very subtle definition of time in Indian philosophy is: [that which is] not space (ākaśa). [1]
Here is a simple way to experience time as avākaśa (a-ākaśa):
Look at something blank or featureless, a white wall, for example. Go close to the wall so that it fills your entire vision.
Gently close your eyes and then open them.
If nothing has changed in space, i.e., all sensations are the same before closing the eyes and after opening the eyes, what has occurred or changed is time.
Opening and closing the eyes changes your sensation of space a little. So repeat the exercise with eyes open.
To get the same duration without using something else (like a stopwatch!), start counting mentally from 1 when closing the eyes and stop when they are fully open. Then, for the eyes-open variant, make the same count.
(Surprisingly, given the definition of time as not-space, every physical instrument that works with, or measures, time does so using change in space in one way or another. The time taken to close and re-open the eyes, a spatial activity, is called kṣaṇa [2]. Another example: the SI definition of a second [3] counts a certain number of energy changes in a Caesium atom. These energy changes occur due to subatomic transitions, essentially changes in subatomic space.)
Notes
[1] Space is the first of the five material elements in Indian philosophy. All other elements contain space.
[2] https://www.sanskrita.org/wiki/index.php?title=kSaNa [c.f. M.Bh. III.6.52-77, vana-parva, Nalopaakhyana]
[3] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Time_in_physics#The_unit_of_measurement_of_time:_the_second
Tuesday, 24 August 2021
Sensation, percept, and concept vs. śabda, artha, jñāna
Sāttvic state of mind
The sāttvic [1] state of mind can be given one very simple and functional meaning - positivity, but towards others or the outer world.
Whenever one feels naturally positive [2] about someone or something else, one's mind is in a sāttvic state.
What can one do to make one's mind more sāttvic?
Simply expand [3] this condition to include as many people as you can visualize in a few seconds, or at most a minute.
Intensify it too, if possible.
Try to keep increasing or changing the number of people and groups of people every time. Whoever comes to mind then is fine. Don't stagnate, and use the same set of people every time.
The easiest way, of course, is to think "everybody" or the "universe" or "infinity" at the very beginning. But then it becomes more of an intellectual exercise.
Also, try not to force the sāttvic state. That can create "wrinkles" in your consciousness which have to be removed later.
The technique is like increasing the speed and height of a swing. A gentle effort at the tops of the arc is enough - the swing goes faster and higher very quickly!
Notes
[1] Also spelt sattvic/sattwic
[2] It could be any positive feeling - friendliness, compassion, happiness, optimism, contentment, peace, compassion, confidence, etc.
[3] Derived from 'E' of Daaji's AEIOU technique, for post-meditative conditions in general
Sunday, 22 August 2021
A universal prayer and I
Prayer generally involves two, oneself and another superior or higher self.
Then there is the aspect of for what one prays. One generally prays to get something or for the well-being of someone (which could also be oneself).
Then there are prayers at higher levels, for the well-being of every living being in the universe. One such prayer, very popular from the Sivananda Yoga classes, called a loka kalyāṇa or loka kṣema prayer [1], goes like this:
sarveṣām svastiḥ bhavatu [2]
sarveṣām shantiḥ bhavatu
sarveṣām pūrṇam bhavatusarveṣām mangalam bhavatu
Translated roughly as:
[May] well-being be everywhere {or ,May all be well}
[May] Peace be everywhere {or, May all be at peace}
[May] auspiciousness be everywhere {or, May things happen as expected, may everything occur naturally}
[May] fullness be everywhere {or, May all be content, may all lack nothing}
This prayer may be chanted with the idea that the outside world and everything/everybody there should become as prayed for. But, another, subtler, meaning is about one's attitude. How do I regard everything and everybody else - starting from one's immediate surroundings and one's family, to the entirety of one's species, to all living and non-living things?
By wishing positivity and a natural life (peaceful, contented, full, lacking nothing, natural changes and events) for everybody and everything else, my attitude and way of thinking changes by way of reduced biases, groupism/tribalism, envy, jealousy, and vengefulness. At least for the nonce, I have expanded my scope of tribe or group to the highest or largest conceivable possible.
Put differently, the state of my "I" has changed from immanent to transcendent. One way to gauge spiritual progress, therefore, is how easily one makes this change and how natural is one's attitude in such situations.
Notes
[1] A nice article on possible sources and variants of this prayer
[2] Pronounced normally as: sarveShaam-svastir-bhavatu. The ending 'ḥ' + beginning 'b' becomes 'rb' in Sanskrit. Much as two vowels, one ending a word and the other starting a word, are separated by an 'r' in English (law-r-and-order)
Friday, 20 August 2021
Expanding selfishness
(A follow-up to Ahamkara paradox - I needed to lose the I)
- for the family, sacrifice oneself
- for the village, sacrifice the family
- for the country, sacrifice the village
- for the atma, sacrifice everything
- A child thinks or decides only for itself.
- Parents decide primarily for their immediate family.
- A leader's decision is primarily for their organisation
- (business, country, kingdom, etc.)
Wednesday, 18 August 2021
Ahamkara paradox - "I" needed to lose the I
Consider:
- I practise
- I realise
- My goal is liberation
- I want to be a better/spiritual person
- Babuji said, "Forget the I," not "Understand thyself."
- Spiritual practice is also about releasing/ignoring I (self-arrogating) thoughts
- Surrender to situations, don't respond selfishly
- Traditional Indian spiritualists rail against the "I" unremittingly
What are the characteristics of the I?
- self-arrogation
- self-image
- self-consciousness (c.f., shyness, introversion)
- a set of self-created, artificial, illusory thoughts
What if there is no paradox?
Assume that there are (at least) two stages in spirituality.
In the first, lower, stage, the I is actively needed. Why?
- immanent stage
- individual perspective
- sense of self needed to evolve consciously
- comparison of my self with other selves
- comparison of my self with itself at different times and contexts
- simplify or integrate many relative, context-dependent selves into a single coherent, consistent self
- be the same inside and outside
- be natural - don't think something and say something else
- yet - satyam bruyāt, priyam bruyāt
(speak [the] truth, affectionately speak [it]) - actively work on becoming a more ethical and moral person
- accept the current situation as it is, but act positively to create different future situations
- acceptance presumes an "acceptor", and
- choosing positive actions a "chooser"
In the second and higher, stage, the "I" is not needed actively. Why not?
- transcendent stage
- universal perspective
- jivanmukti (freedom from separate individuality)
- the divine inside and outside oneself drives one's evolution
- "I surrender" is not surrender
- Kabir's "prem galI" doha:
- Love's lane [is] very narrow; in it two cannot be.
- When "I" was, He was not; now He is, "I" am not.
- complete expansion and freeing of consciousness occur only if there is no self-image or self-consciousness
- the only freedom is the freedom is to do the right - Babuji
- no choice, hence no chooser necessary
The two stages need not be, and are generally not, sequential in time.
They may occur many times, and for differing periods, until the seeker reaches a particular level of purity, simplicity, and lightness. A seeker may have to deliberately shift down to the immanent stage regularly for some activities [1].
This may confuse the spiritual seeker.
Finally, a minimal I is still needed to use one's body and mind while alive:
- I scratch my arm.
- That book is for me.
- I booked a flight to Chennai to reach in a few hours.
Notes
[1] Practice of maxim 10 (and maxim 9) requires self-examination at the individual level