Sunday, 11 May 2025

Open-eyed cleaning

All theory
about interaction
with others
is intellectual.

The easiest way
to become
peaceful and
unstressed
is to surrender and
do your spiritual practice
effectively.

Do you know for yourself
that you have changed and
how you have changed
after every meditation,
after every cleaning,
after every prayer?

Every event in a day is cleaning.

Once you can clean effectively
with closed eyes,
start doing the same thing
with open eyes.

Watch as you become
lighter and lighter
after an event.
Purer and purer.
Simpler and simpler.

But that is possible
only if you feel
those three
after every cleaning.

What happens
in cleaning is
unwinding
what is stored.

What happens
in the event is
unwinding again
but also
new winding.

If you do
the same thing
during an event
that you do
during cleaning,
fresh winding
will not happen.

Also, unwinding will be
successful.

Here you have to
simply trust
your inner Master
until you become
sensitive enough
to feel it
palpably.

Sensitivity
comes with
interest
in yourself,
in your spiritual growth.
[~Daaji, paraphrased]

It is very simple.

Let the
impurities,
grossness, and
complexities
go without
paying attention
to them.

Pay attention instead
to the changes within you
-- purer, lighter, simpler --
as those things are
going out.

Most of
the spiritual work and
activity
is outside
your conscious
awareness.

As you clean,
pray, and
meditate,
the boundaries
of your consciousness
expand.

"Down" into the
subconscious and
unconscious.

"Up" into the
superconscious.

Use
that expanded
consciousness
every day.

Your unwinding
becomes
better, faster.

Every event.

Every encounter with
every person -
there is some cleaning
happening.

[Even reading this!]

Trust your higher self.

Trust your inner Master.

Don't try,
don't strain.

You can break through
without trying.
 
No, not "trying",
don't put
"effort"
into observation.

The only effort
needed is
to shift
your attention.

Observing others
without judging
is a strain.

Observe only
yourself.

When observing
yourself
without judging
is a strain,
observe
the inner self,
or its proxy,
your heart.

Then observation
becomes
simple feeling,
simple experiencing.

Silence.

Amidst activity.

Peace.

Light, life, love, understanding beneath my layers

Keeping this in mind as a base may be helpful:

>>>>
There is a light within.
That light is occluded.
Removing the occlusions is my work.
Then the light works naturally.
<<<<

(Whether the light is physical, mental, intellectual, etc. is irrelevant to me.
When I do the practice cheerfully and carefully, tangible naturalness results.)

Light of understanding
My misunderstandings
Remove my misunderstandings
Understanding or clarity results

Divine light
My overlying clouds
Remove my clouds
Divine light works as it should

Divine love
My ego, my overlying likes and dislikes
Remove them
Divine love flows unobstructed, unfiltered, unbiased, simply

Life
My layers - egoistic, emotional, intellectual
Remove my layers
Life "flows" naturally

Monday, 5 May 2025

Lightning evolution

Imagine being hit by lightning.

Your physical body
cannot handle 
the mega-amperes of
electric current and
it burns up.

Now imagine that, 
somehow, say through 
kundalini practices and awakening,
you become physically able 
to handle the titanic surge
of electromagnetic energy. 
Your brain changes as well and 
intellectual,
artistic, and 
emotional 
insights and abilities
open up.

Now you may go around 
searching for 
lightning strikes or 
similar high-power phenomena 
to evolve.

This is lightning evolution by
outside or outer circumstances.
 
Now imagine 
an energetic inner counterpart to 
natural lightning in the sky. 
Those strikes may again be picked up 
after sufficient kundalini practices and 
again change you 
physically and mentally.

This is lightning evolution by
inside or inner circumstances.
 
Imagine now 
a pre-energetic aspect 
to the inner lightning strikes. 
They can be picked up 
internally but mentally
when one's attention is 
sufficiently
expansive,
subtle, and 
swift.
 
This subtilization happens
by meditating
on something
infinite and
incredibly dynamic,
even swifter than
mental lightning!

Here, 
even without practices 
to change the body
physiologically or
energetically, 
one is able to 
catch lightning strikes
mentally.
 
Catching mental, 
non-physical,
yet material lightning strikes
can still cause changes in the 
energetic and 
physical layers or 
kośas (prāṇamaya and
annamaya).
 
Next consider
inner lightning 
--a time-bound event-- 
as a grosser manifestation of 
inner sunshine 
--eternally bright.
 
What level of inner subtlety 
would be needed 
to sustain that 
continuous brightness?

And finally, imagine 
a potentiality, 
a nothingness, 
from which 
that sunshine, 
and in turn, 
that lightning 
arises. 
 
Not darkness, 
but greyness, 
black with just a faint hint 
of brightness.
 
What would be the 
mental or
intellectual level 
needed 
to feel and 
understand 
that?

In sum, one sequence of evolution is the ability to withstand or apprehend:
  1. physical lightning
  2. psychic lightning
  3. mental lightning
  4. mental sunshine
  5. mental potentiality/nothingness
Starting from 5. should develop capacity to withstand 4-3. Perhaps it also develops capacity to withstand 4-1, too?

NOTES
 
1. Lightning and sunshine analogy inspired by (but inverted from!) Sri Aurobindo's  Levels of Mind/Consciousness. C.f. Fig.2. The Vertical System - Levels of Consciousness and later explanations in the online Our Many Selves - Practical Yogic Psychology
 
2. "Darkness to light, light to grey" is from Babuji.  He may have been referring to wisdom as light, and omniscience as potential which manifests into actual wisdom as needed.

3.
Consider also Babuji's increasingly subtle sequence of matter to energy to absolute, and the increasingly grosser sequence of manasa-vāca-karmaṇa (thought-word-action).

Continuous learning

Learn.

Unlearn.

Learn 
continuously, 
eagerly, 
even enthusiastically, 
about 
the mechanical and 
technological aspects of 
your inner and 
outer worlds.

Unlearn 
the emotional and 
egoistic 
aspects of life.

Why unlearn these aspects?

Storing them, 
regurgitating them, 
building illusory layers,
drain brain energy and 
physiological energy 
(with stress hormones, e.g.),
causing suffering.

Just as one 
cleans, 
maintains, 
repairs, or even 
discards 
physical tools, 
one keeps 
one's inner tools -
mind, ego, and intellect -
free of impurities, 
complexities, and 
grossness 
for optimal learning 
through the
rapidity,
expansiveness, and
subtlety 
of response to
events.

Love is 
a lubricant, 
a microscope, 
a telescope, 
a fuel.

Individual love is 
stored, 
limited, 
exhaustible, 
rationed.

Divine love flows
inexhaustibly and 
incessantly,
but it can be blocked
just by individual 
mental, 
egoistic, 
intellectual 
closing.

Enough individuals 
closing their hearts, 
divine love cannot flow
through and
around them.

Enough reopening, 
divine love flows again.

Life is 
a moment by moment 
flowing.

The mind, the ego, the intellect - 
the instruments or 
modes 
of consciousness - 
sample,
block, 
dam, 
redirect, and 
make turbulent 
the flow of life.

That happens 
when instruments become 
more important 
than consciousness or 
life.

Hone 
all instruments and 
learn - 
for the joy and
love 
of learning. 

A little 
unstressed 
learning 
every day
in one life 
adds up 
tremendously.

Imagine 
continuous 
unending 
learning 
in all fields
across 
an infinity of lives.

Now imagine 
how much time and 
energy is being 
wasted!

Friday, 21 March 2025

Choices

Limited OR unlimited

Individual one OR infinite one, infinity

Separatedness OR oneness

Few relationships OR infinite relationships

Few to many humans OR all humans

Self-awareness OR self-forgetfulness

n=1, 1000, 1 million, ..., 1 trillion, ... OR just uncounted infinity, no n at all

Expand to larger and larger limits OR be unlimited

Individual, group, many groups OR wholeness

Dividing and trying to rejoin OR not dividing at all

Analysis and synthesis OR simple, natural acceptance, and doing

Manifested many OR unmanifest none


Separation OR union

Outward OR inward

Choosing OR being

Monday, 17 March 2025

Listen to heart, act with heart

Listen to your heart.

How?


Emulate women in seeing the big picture all the time.


How do they do it?


They accept everything or see everything, clearly and without distortion, with love, without blinkers or filters. [1]


Like space, the subtlest and least separative level of manifestation. [2]


Act with or from your heart.


How?


Emulate men in doing for themselves, by themselves.


How do they do it?


Alone, with intense energy, unmindful of consequences.


Like earth, the grossest and most individual level of manifestation. [3]


An ideal human, man or woman, should strive for both

- accept or witness Reality without distorting or filtering

- act tirelessly without worrying [4]


And accept or be and do with love flowing. [5]


NOTES

  • What has to be accepted or done varies across human beings.

  • Men and women vary in their fidelity to being in ideal acceptance and being an ideal actor. Good parents come closest.

[1] Especially mothers, who know the foibles of every child

 

[2] Posted by Daaji on social media 13 Mar  2025

Women are inherently creative; they sustain humanity.
They embody the original principle of space, which is deeply inherent in them.
This space signifies the capacity to accommodate -- to embrace and contain everything.
Space also symbolizes emptiness, a void where nothing exists, yet it holds the potential for everything.
Similarly, the feminine principle, like space, remains boundless, accommodating, and essential to the process of creation and existence.

 [3] Not tamasic-ally, not stuporously, not statically, but with tangible power

 

[4] Like a Feegle!

 

[5] Do-be-do-be-do with love.

Sunday, 9 March 2025

Four levels of hearing - an analogy for mental devolution

 1. Total deafness (almost)
due to self-created coverings --
past and presently continuing.

2. Partial deafness
by continuing further creation of coverings
along with
partial hearing
from removal of self-created coverings.

3. Partial hearing
when removal of coverings
exceeds
replacement
by ongoing creation
which still cause
partial deafness.

4. Total hearing (almost)
from maximum removal of coverings and
minimal to zero ongoing re-creation.

For mental devolution,
think of
impurities and
complexities,
as well as
coverings
from the hearing analogy.
In Sanskrit,
per Babuji, [1]
malam,

vikṣepam, and
āvaraṅam,
respectively.


All three
skew or
screw up
one's understanding
through
biases,
stereotypes, and
habits,
resulting in
the tendency
for instant --
usually negative,
definitely individualistic
and separative --
reactions
in various situations.

Reactive action --
reactive thinking,
speaking, or
acting --
is in contrast to
responsive action,
either mindful and
careful
responses --
usually at first,
then
affectionate and
heartful
responses --
usually later.

Initially,
responding
will be
slower than
reacting.

Thinking and
doing,
especially
overriding
instant
reactive
habitual
thinking,
takes more time and
energy.

But the Indian spiritual tradition
seems to point to an interesting idea:
once the mind and
heart
are purified,
response time
will actually be
faster than
reactive time.

This increased speed is,
perhaps counter-intuitively,
associated with reduced ego.

So how does
a reduced ego
result in
individual actions
happening faster?

And how can
more selfless or
transcendentally beneficial
actions
such as the mahavrat
ās (ahiṁsa, satya, ...)
occur faster than
selfish or self-centred reactions?

After all,
neuroscience claims that
the emotional or
the amygdala-brainstem subsystem
is the fastest part
of the human brain
since it has to work for
the physical safety of
the individual human being.
The "no time to think" idea.

The argument that follows
is more from experience
than theoretical logic.

And while it is
observational and
subjective,
it is the common experience
of meditators.
 

  1. As one's
    self-created
    impurities,
    complexities, and
    coverings
    get removed,
    the speed,
    responsiveness,
    clarity, and
    expandability
    of one's inner instruments
    increases
    exponentially.

  2. This allows
    ongoing,
    real-time,
    directing of
    one's inner and
    also one's outer
    instruments
    by a transcendental entity
    whose instruments
    are even faster.

  3. An attenuated ego --
    minimal to zero --
    reduces
    the processing needed
    for a signal or inspiration
    from that entity
    to take effect.

  4. When such inspirations
    have consistently beneficial results,
    trust becomes blind faith,
    in that one may not know
    (as an individual)
    how one's actions will turn out
    until after an event. [2]

  5. Understanding
    the immediate situation
    is also speeded up
    because it is understood
    transcendentally than
    individually.
     
  6. Even at the
    partial deafness or
    partial hearing
    stages,
    one can observe
    one's thinking
    shifting
    from individualistic
    to empathic
    to group
    to universal.

  7. At the total hearing stage,
    one's actions tend to
    naturally be
    more beneficial to all
    than only for me.
In sum, inner instruments work faster at subtler levels 
without an individuating or separating ego,
resulting also in faster yet more altruistic actions 
across manasa-vāca-karmaṇa (thought-word-deed) levels.

NOTES

[1] Ram Chandra (Babuji). 1954 (2010 reprint).  Reality at Dawn. p. 55, Ch: Spiritual Training. Spiritual Hierarchy Publication Trust, Kolkata.

[2] Babuji reportedly used to wait for orders from "above" to be repeated 2-3 times to confirm that he was not fantasizing.